meltdownbytheending。。。结尾的旁白

Andthemomentthebloodrushesdownoutofyourhead,itslikesuddenlyfalling,likesomethinggivingway.Itsnotlikeshock.Becausetheresthehorrorthatsomehowyouknew...underneath...withoutrealising.Thehorrorthatthisterriblethingwasthere.Obviousthewholetime,andyoudidntseeit.Andyouknow,thatnowthereisnotrepair.Nogoingback.Whateverlifeyouhad,whateverfightyouthoughtwasimportant,nowlookssonaive.Whatyouthoughthadbeenthefight,wasmerelythewarning.Yourbiggestfearwasnothingcomparedtothis.Theweeksgopastandpeoplesayitwillgetbetter...butitdoesnt.Youdoeverythinganyonecould,butsomehowyouknowitsdone.Itshappened.Toolate.Hesgone.