changetobetter

IbecometolovePrivatePracticemoreandmore.Inthepast3seasonsofGA,Addisonwasnotmyfavorateone.ShejustusedtobesomebodystoodinfrontofthelovingwayofMerDers.Acctually,Iusedtoaskwhythiswomancameout.ShehadasuchgreathusbandDeriksheferd,butsheturnedtoMcstreamy,Sloan.ShehurtDer,andwhatsmore,sheappearedwhenDerhadMer,theinternwhowassmart,talented.Butshefinnallychosetochange.WhileRichardannouncedshewasnotthechief.Shesaidsheneedthisjobmorethananyoneelse.Cozsheneedsthejobtomakeherignorewhetheritrainsornot,whethershehashusbandornot,whethershehaseggsleftornot....shejustneedsthisjob.AndRichardtoldhertochangeherjoborthelife.Soshechosetochange.Leftthemorbehind.Mcstreamy,McDreamy,Alex...ButMcDreamyandMerarestillthere.IjustdontwanttoseeMerwanderingthere.sheusedtobedefinittoloveDer.SheaskedDertochooseher,loveher.Butshesnotsurerightnow.Shethoughtitsover,soover.Andwhatsworse,Deralsobegaintowander.HebegantoflirtwithLiexi,Mershalfsister.Justlikethejerkwealwaysmeet.Ihatetheychangetobeso.Ontheotherhand,Addisonchangetobebetter.Newfriend,newguy,newpatients.Justhopeshecouldgivememorehope.