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Totallyfascinatedandobsessedbyhim.Moreofapersonalshow.It’sjustamazingandquitetouchingofhisperformanceindailylifeandthenatthesametimewealwaysrememberwhathewaslikebeingahilariousTVpresenter.ItalwaysamazesmetoseeapersonwithsomuchtalentandseemstobelikeafishinthewateronTVwhileinrealityissoshyandvulnerableandofcoursesolonely.Nodoubtweaudienceallhavesomethingincommonwithhimabouttheseshyness,sentiment,loneliness,awkwardness,vulnerabilityandbitterness,andthuswealllovehimalot.Justlikehim,we,nowandthen,triedreallyhardtoovercomesuchdysfunctioninourpersonality,yetasisoftenthecase,wejuststuckinthemudofreallifelikeaninnocentchildquiteatalossandcouldn’tgetout;asaresult,wecan’thelpbutthinkmaybeI’mreallyaloserordefinitelyIamterrible.Therearejustsomanypeoplearoundthatwejustcouldn’tgetaway.Wedon’thatepeople,wejustdon’tknowhowtoreacttoallthesewordsorgesturesorwhateveronthespot.Wedon’tknowwhatpeoplewantfromusormaybewedoknow,butunfortunately,wehaveproblemingivingwhateveritistoothersorletthemknowourkindnessorevenlove.Sometimes,it’ssolonelybeingalonethatallwecoulddoisjustlookingatourselvesinamirrorandtellingourselvesastory.Welaughalotandit’seasyforustocryaswell.Weliketodosomeself-analysisfromtimetotime,yetwejustcan’tgetoverourcharacterweakness.Oh,abitcarriedaway...Anyway,lovethissitcom.Andcan’thelplovingSimonwithoutsaying.Andpleasetrytobehappyinreallife,allofus.Yes,liveinreality.