FirstDayofMyLife

Everythingx27;sgoingwellrecently.Ihaven’tthoughtofNateorthosedayswithhimforalongtimeuntiljustnow.I’mwatchingashowcalledAtypicalonNetflixthesedays.Attheendofthisepisode,thatthekids’parentssittingintheircardrivinghomewithlaughter,andIcouldn’thelpsmileatit.SuddenlytheBGMstarted,Iheardthefirst2secondsandIalreadyknewwhatthesongwas.FirstDayofMyLifebyBrightEyes.ItisthesongNaterecommendedtomeacoupleofyearsagoandIremembervividlythatwewerelisteningtoitlayinginbedinmyapartment.IlistentothesongwheneverImisshimafterward.It’sbecomeahabitbutIbarelytoldpeopleaboutit.Thememoriesjustflashedbacktome,wistfully.Ihadtearsinmyeyeswatchingthescene.Ithappenedtobetheendingofthisepisode,sothesonglastedforawhile.It’skindaironic.IjustpostedapicturesayinghowsatisfiedI’mwithmylifeandthenextsecondIbecamenostalgic.Idon’tmissthatlifeasmuchasIusedtodobutIjustrealizedIdoreallyreallymisssomepartsofit.HowIwishIcouldtellhimfrommymouthaboutthosefeelingsIhave.ButIcan’t.Iwillnevergetthechancetotellthatveryperson.It’sjustregretful.本文版权归作者眼前所有，任何形式转载请联系作者。