JustAnotherFamily

IdontknowhowaccuratethismovieisontheMansonFamily.SoIwouldjustseeitasamovie.　　WhenIfoundCharlieandthefamily,Igotnowhereelsetogo.Well,notactually,ifparentsandrelativescouldbesomewhere.No,anywhereIgo,Ijustdontfitin.CharlietoldmethatIwasvaluableandIwasthemostbeautifulcreature.Hecouldntbemeaningit,orcouldhe?MaybeIAMvaluablejustnooneelseevernoticed.TheytookoverallmybelongingsassoonasIgotthere.AtfirstIfeltalittleinsecurewithoutanythingMINE.ButdoIreallyneedthosestuff,ifeverythingbelongstoeveryone?Thenthestealingandthekilling.Technically,killingpeopleiseasy,really.Theonlythingyouneedisthebeliefthatkillingisnotacrime,notasin.Thatseasytoo,becausethatswhatCharliesays,andhemustberight,hehastoberight.Hesoursaviour,wereallbrothersandsisters,andweloveeachother,weddoanythingforeachother,forCharlie.　　Afterawhile,Ifeltsomehowuncomfortable.AmInotusedtolivingwithlove?AmItiredofloveorwhat?IthinkIknowwhatMansonFamilymeans.Itmeansitsafamily.Yeah,afamily,likeothermillionsbillionsoffamilies,whereallmembersclaimtheyloveeachotheronlybecausetheycantfacethefactthattheydont.ButCharliecantbewrong,canhe?　　Thenwegotnicked.HeresmyfatheraskingWhy?!withtearsinhiseyes,asifhecouldunderstand,asifhewouldlistenatall.WHYisalwayssoimportantthoughnoaskerreallywantstheanswer.Atthatmoment,Isuddenlyfeltitallworthwhile,evenonlyforconfusingandupsettinghim.　　OfcourseIwentbacktomyoldfamilyatlast.Aconvenientchoice.SothatswhatIdidinallthoseyears,runningawayfromafamily,joininganother,andrunningback,asarebel,atraitorandalostchild.Ididntsaymuchtomyparents.Thegoodthingaboutparentsisthatyoudonthavetoexplaineverythingtothem,youdbetternot.　　Sometimes,whenpeoplegetannoying,IsortofmissmylifewithCharlie,wishIwasstillinhisfamily.ThenIlaughatmyselfthinkingonefamilyisbetterthananother.ButitssuchafuntoimaginehowthesepeoplewouldfeelifIstabtheirfamiliestodeath,leavingthemwonderingwhy.SuchfantasyispatheticIknow,butpatheticisTHEtruthaboutreallife,isntit?　　usefullinks:http://www.charliemanson.com/http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/notorious/manson/murder_1.html　　HelterSkelterbyTheBeatlesWhenIgettothebottomIgobacktothetopoftheslideWhereIstopandturnandIgoforarideTillIgettothebottomandIseeyouagainYeah,yeah,yeahDoyoudontyouwantmetoloveyouImcomingdownfastbutImmilesaboveyouTellmetellmecomeontellmetheanswerandyoumaybealoverbutyouaintnodancerGohelterskelterhelterskelterhelterskelterYeah,hu,huIwillyouwontyouwantmetomakeyouImcomingdownfastbutdontletmebreakyouTellmetellmetellmetheanswerYoumaybealoverbutyouaintnodancerLookoutHelterskelterhelterskelterhelterskelterYeah,hu,huLookoutcausehereshecomesWhenIgettothebottomIgobacktothetopoftheslideWhereIstopandturnandIgoforarideTillIgettothebottomandIseeyouagainYeah,yeah,yeahWellwillyouwontyouwantmetomakeyouImcomingdownfastbutdontletmebreakyouTellmetellmetellmetheanswerYoumaybealoverbutyouaintnodancerLookoutHelterskelterhelterskelterhelterskelterYeah,hu,HelterSkelterShescomingdownfastYessheisYessheiscomingdownfast